I'm actually not scared at all (maybe I should be *grin*) The pain I'm in now gets pretty awful at times, and after surgery they give you drugs ha ha. I'm so into it, because my quality of life has been badly affected - normally, I walk miles and am pretty active; now I can't go for 10 minutes without sitting down, never mind any thoughts of day-hikes or walking tours or such like that I'd like to be able to do.
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