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2007-12-31 05:35 pm

A Good Year

It's not over yet, but I plan to put my feet up and watch movies and maybe even go to bed early tonight, so thought I would post a few reflections.

It has been a good year. I found myself still in the process of recovery from grief and getting used to being alone after ten years of intensive care-giving. It's amazing how difficult learning to be happy can be, sometimes. I'm not always successful, but at least I'm learning to get help when I need it.

Friendships have been a delight. I have some lovely new ones, and some old casual friends are becoming much more important friends, and old friends are still there, solid as a rock. I had a vague resolution to be more social this past year, and I think I can say I've succeeded.

I went to Paris!!!!!!

I still have both my dogs, and they are still wonderful, and Cholmondeley is 14 1/2 but remarkably well, if a bit frail.

Clio-the-cat continues to keep me warm at night, relaxed in the evening, and well aware of my inferiority.

I don't do resolutions, really, but I want to lose a few pounds, get a little fitter, read more, write even more than that, and learn to be a little more - balanced - about life. Perhaps writing them here will give those wishes a bit more power.

May 2008 bring all my dear LJ friends every blessing and delight: good books, good movies, good food, good company, solace in nature, laughter, and a new season of Battlestar Galactica!!!!!
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2007-12-22 08:50 am
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Solstice Prayer

I'm sure you've seen this posted before (possibly by me), but I love it, so here it is again:

I salute you! There is nothing I can give you which you have not;
but there is much, that, while I cannot give, you can take.
No heaven can come to us unless our hearts find rest in it today.
Take Heaven.
No peace lies in the future which is not hidden in this present
instant.
Take Peace.
The gloom of the world is but a shadow; behind it, yet within our
reach, is joy.
Take Joy.
And so, at this Christmas time, I greet you, with the prayer that for
you, now and forever, the day breaks and the shadows flee away.
--Fra Giovanni, 1513
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2007-12-08 10:12 am

The Acquisition of Books Part 1

I can't imagine a house that isn't full of books. It's always the first thing I do, when I go to a friend's home for the first time: make a bee-line for her bookshelves and start perusing. I have so many books now, especially since I inherited all my mother's, to start an online bookshop of my own. And I still might. But [livejournal.com profile] sartorias' post this morning about buying books and how her habits have changed over the years made me think about where and how I acquired many of my own books.Read more... )
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2007-11-04 08:28 am

Bittercon: "Forgotten Treasures"

What I think of as the "Harry Potter Effect" - a renewed interest in YA or children's fantasy - has resulted in the welcome recent republication of authors who had been well-known in certain circles, like DWJ, or well-known from the past, like Edward Eager. It has also seen the reprinting of some rather more obscure but equally deserving works, like A String in the Harp by Nancy Bond or Elizabeth Marie Pope's The Perilous Gard. I've been thinking for a while of beginning a series of posts on old forgotten treasures from my own collection - not necessarily SF or fantasy, but books I loved that I wondered if anyone else had heard of, that I think deserve a bigger audience and potential reprinting. So, I thought I'd launch that series here, and invite others on my flist or from the bigger [livejournal.com profile] bittercon community, to link comments to posts about their own forgotten but deserving treasures.

My first oldy but goody is Ellen Kindt McKenzie's Drujienna's Harp )
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2006-01-27 07:23 am
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Solace

My thanks to all for your good wishes. The support of my physical friends here has been strong and unshakeable. In some ways it might be easier to be one of a large Ukranian family with dozens of aunties rushing in from all corners of the world, but I'm an only child and the few "rellies" I have are rather far afield, mostly in England, and Western Canada is a long way away... Well, they say you can't choose family but you can choose friends, and mine have been stellar.

Yesterday, I took doggies for a walk along a walking/biking path that crosses a nature sanctuary, and nature put on a spectacular show for me, as if it knew I needed it. First, a Cooper's hawk swooped across the path and perched about four feet away (and, of course, me without my camera...). Then a kingfisher sat preening itself on the edge of the lake, chattering its beak and flicking its tail. Even as I stood with tears pouring down my cheeks I felt the joy of that moment. Then as I was turning towards home two raptors, possibly falcons rather than hawks, were circling and calling against the sky. Who can feel sad for long in such a beautiful world?
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2005-12-15 04:41 pm
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15 Things about Me and Books

1. I've been reading since just about the time I started school in England (Osborne House School, Ryde, Isle of Wight), which was when I was four. This caused problems for me when I came to Canada because by that time I was already far beyond the level of the grade I entered here and I got into trouble with the teacher because I never took books out of the school library. Well, would you read Dick and Jane when you were already reading Noel Streatfield?

2. I've probably read every possible genre of fiction, yes, including Westerns (Lonesome Dove), but my favourite has always been fantasy. It's getting more difficult to read fantasy these days, because although there's more of it written, there's no more of it that's really good than there was when I was younger, and I've read everything...

3. At the time I was in China it was incredibly difficult to get anything to read in English so we used to read anything that was going. This meant whatever was on sale at the Friendship Hotel shop in Beijing. For this reason, I worked my way through the complete works of Robert Ludlum, which I probably would never have read under normal circumstances. It's amazing what desparation will do. Which leads me to the fact that

4. I can't live without something to read. I think this is common of many people on LJ, or at least those I read. I would read cereal packets and instruction manuals if I had nothing else, but will if absolutely desperate read the likes of Barbara Cartland.

5. I read more fiction than non-fiction, I confess.

6. The non-fiction on my shelves includes critical theory, biography, mythology, gardening books, dog books, photography books, philosophy, physics, film criticism...

7. My "to be read" non-fiction include Paris 1919, Reading Lolita in Tehran, Nora(a biography of James Joyce's wife), and something called A Sideways Look at Time

8. I'm currently re-reading Cynthia Voigt's Tillerman books, up to A Solitary Blue. I'm not sure why these should "hit the spot" at this particular time, but they do.

9. I have owned no less that five different editions of The Lord of The Rings. The first was the one volume paperback edition with the cover by Pauline Baynes; I lent it to someone who didn't give it back... may she be cursed forever... then my parents gave me a boxed set of paperbacks that fell to pieces after about five years, then my mother gave me the beautiful onionskin hardcover boxed one volume edition, and then I bought myself the Unwin paperbacks because I couldn't bear to use that one, and recently I also bought myself a set of hardcovers illustrated by Alun Lee (who did the art direction on the films...)

10. The Lord of the Rings is my favourite book in the whole world, and I've re-read it so many times I've lost count. I taught it once, which was wonderful - it was the first time I've ever taught a novel I quite literally knew backwards and forwards. Quite extraordinary.

11. I've been taught to respect books physically, too. I try never to place a book down face down and have a repugnance towards writing in books as well.

12. I have a large collection of bookmarks, commemorating various royal figures, other public personages, "Snoopy for president," and no end of bookstores from all over the world, not to mention all those leather embossed ones from historic sites all around Britain and more recent ones with pictures from Harry Potter and the Lord of the Rings on them.

13. Although the death of Beth in Little Women never made me cry, dog deaths invariably did and still do. "I'm a poor mis'able dog; I do not understand" from Kipling's Thy Servant a Dog still has the power to make my eyes sting with tears. They are now.

14. Every Christmas Eve I read Raymond Briggs' Father Christmas, a wordless comic book featuring a cross but cuddly Santa Claus who likes his brandy.

15. I have given books to charity and then bought them back again; I can't imagine -not- wanting to reread things.
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2005-12-08 03:31 pm
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Four Things

Meme courtesy of [livejournal.com profile] ellarien Read more... )
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2005-11-28 03:43 pm
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Winter is icumen in...

...loudly sing goddamn (as I think Ezra Pound wrote). The sky is that flat gun-metal grey that so often presages snow. And for the first time in my life, I really dread it - middle age, gimpy hip, for whatever reason, the thought of shovelling makes me cringe. Oh well; it'll be a good photo op, at least, she says Pollyannishly. And the dogs love it, even if it does freeze in little clumps on their paws.

Just come in from putting out what seems like pounds of bird seed for the winged denizens of my garden. Seen just today: junco, northern flicker, rufous sided towhee (sp?), a clump of bush tits, house finch, chickadees, fox sparrow, house sparrows (by the ton), Anna's hummingbird (my wicked hummer), one starling (surprisingly only one), several silly pigeons, oh, and one squirrel pretending to be a bird. No nuthatches today, though they are usually regular visitors.

Clio the cat has taken to spending all her day indoors instead of pursuing her secret catty life outside. Right now she's pretending to be asleep on her favourite perch on top of the chest of drawers in my study, up where the dogs can't reach her but she can oversee all comings and goings. She's only pretending to be asleep, because every so often I catch a gold gleam through a slit in her eye as she checks to be sure that I'm not doing anything foolish or otherwise interesting.
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2005-11-16 04:32 pm
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Not Feasting

For some reason I have a deep reluctance to go out and buy A Feast For Crows, despite the fact that it has been one of the most hotly anticipated works in fantasy circles since HP6 (probably even more so than HP6 among adults...) Maybe because of that, and the fact that we've been waiting. And waiting. And waiting. And waiting. And there was one false publication announcement after another. And now I find that the saga is still not finished (I guess I really knew that, but I had some vague notion that he WAS actually going to come to some kind of "end of part one" or something with this book), and I can't help feeling that all this long rambling has to result in a loss of focus and loss of direction somehow. One of my students said she was just not going to START reading them until Martin was finished the whole lot, but at this rate I or perhaps even she will be an old lady by that time. At least it's not a Honking Great Tome like the last two - I'll have to write a rant about Honking Great Tomes, which I consider publishing's greatest and most unecessary excess, another day - I ended up buying the SFBC editions simply by default because I quite literally couldn't hold the original publisher's editions! This one is a reasonable size, at least. But I think I'll still hold out for the SFBC edition just as a small grumpy protest.
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2005-11-03 01:48 pm
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A Gale on Both Sides of the World

[livejournal.com profile] brisingamen writes today about the high winds in Britain. Here on the far side of Canada, on the Pacific coast, we too are experiencing a gale. A heavy south wind, which is unusual for this time of year, when our prevailing wind tend to be westerly or south-westerly (we learn to fear "outflow" winds from the east in winter, not because they come from Mordor, but because they most often bring snow). I was woken with a jolt this morning by my window blowing open with a bang; luckily it didn't make the dogs bark, but Robinson got up and shuffled around edgily - he still hasn't quite got over the Halloween fireworks. A huge branch of a great Gary Oak in the park had blown down - luckily noone was under it at the time - and there were news shots at lunchtime of a large oak tree in, guess where, Oak Bay, burning down. I didn't catch whether this was as a result of lightning or fireworks or some other cause but it's sad in any case...

Brisingamen was also writing about her comfort food, leek and potato soup. Strangely, I had been thinking about making a thick _onion_ and potato soup for the weekend, and yesterday made one of my favourite comfort casseroles, a kind of tomato version of scalloped potatoes. You cook onions and garlic together with either chopped fresh tomatoes or I usually use a good quality can of diced tomatoes and lots of basil, parsley and some oregano. Then you layer that with thinly sliced potatoes and grated cheese and bake in the oven until the potatoes are all soft and have absorbed the tomato juices - it is good if you pour a little extra tomato juice over it so it is really soft and gushy. Serve with a green salad and some bread if you really want a carb fix. Yum :)